a stone cold bluff

i admire the way barry did a stone cold bluff in one of the episodes in season 3.
and how i was recited the butterflytales blog entry about white lies (i really was listening,@.@)
and i realise that its not only the men who use white lies.
i know of a friend who uses white lies and we both know that the white lies keep us from the many dangers lurking around us women - the most dangerous being men.

but its funny how we cant tell ourselves those white lies. its like wearing the mask and playing its role. it gets to the point where you are so attached and immensed in playing its role that you lose yourself. yet at that point, as twisted as it seems, something snaps you back to reality and unveils to you your own white lies. or maybe in time to come, your white lies will catch up to you.

till then, i just need to find myself back so i can complete my MK 480 project. i love deadlines becuz they bring out the best in me. they make me feel like im livin on a edge, like everyday is a busy packed day, like everyday is the last day of my life to shine in my moment to excel. they somewhat quench my thirst for success.

wont you love it if i gave you a secret deadline? ;)